Deliverance

Today hasn’t really seen much change apart from the fact that I went out for my 30 minute walk instead of trying to kill myself for an hour and a half, also I managed to copy as much evidence as I need for the dole and they can do whatever they like with it. However, I realised something today that I might point out at Triage, somehow I feel as though I have been shunned aside because of my rudeness towards my adviser but in all due respect she was the rude party to begin with and somehow I feel as though I’ve been neglected and I’ve just become another number among the thousand of jobless people out there. Its not fair, why should others being receiving phone calls about jobs when I only receive silence? Why should I sit idly whilst someone else gets a job which I sorely need? Maybe I’m just a special case but I’ve had enough, I’m at the point in life where I want to pay my dues to society and earn a living whiter it be a part time job or my highly desired writing career, at this rate I don’t care what happens first, a nice wage slip would be nice right about now but as I say, I might be special. On a side note; I just realised I’ve been neglecting to keep track of the fact if anyone new has come to these blogs but it doesn’t seem likely. On another note; my old blog has reached 2155 page views (there has been a bit of traffic here) and this blog has reached 6045 page views.