Smoke and Mirror’s

Not entirely sure what I mean by this title, I suppose in a way I’m trying to hide my paranoia or whatever it is that is bothering me today behind some false pretence that I’m ok, I’m not, I miss Paradise and I miss Mike, I miss being by his side, I miss his tender arms and his even tender smile, I miss those sweet words he told me yesterday however yesterday with Mike was great but I just wish I wasn’t a paranoid idiot. On a different note; my old blog has reached 2,226 page views and this blog has reached 6,893 page views (there has been traffic on both blogs).