Lurid

I wish I could rewind time so I was back in the arms of the man I love, I left so much unsaid yesterday and to be frank its taking its toll, slowly, like poison, my mind seems to whirl endlessly with random, broken thoughts of some misshaped paranoia, I suddenly wish I was in Paradise again, I would kiss Mike’s sweet lips although don’t get me wrong, yesterday was really great but yet my head seems to have gotten in the way. Now, as I type this, I feel like I’ve stripped away, piece by piece, fragmented, its feels like my conscience is floating away, ghost like, but I suppose all of that is a different story. On a contrasting note; my old blog has reached 2,279 page views and this blog has reached 7,385 page views (there has been traffic flow on both blogs).