Dirt Rag

Unfortunately this post is mainly going to one huge complaint with some good news but I’ll leave that till later. I’m now sick of the dole and their attitude towards me, why I hear you ask, well here is the story; I went into today hoping to use the computers which aren’t that easy or functional to use so I waited patiently for my appointment, I go seen on time as normal when I complained to my advisor about Triage she kept saying the words “oh well” and shrugging her shoulders like she couldn’t care less, it would have all been one if I sat there and told here I was getting abuse at Triage, maybe she would listen. The other thing she said was “it is never easy”, no shit (sorry for the language) I felt like was wasting my time there making an official complaint, it was also her attitude when I frankly told her my advisor can’t be bothered doing anything for, she said “you should case her up” and I told her that when I did so Vicky bit my head off and she was back to the “oh well” again. There is no winning, I’m stuck in a rut and no-one is throwing me a line to grab onto, I’m applying for places and failing to meet the employer’s standard’s, what am I missing? Am I heading in the wrong direction? Is pursuing my dream further the answer? I’ve already answered that question, so it looks like I’ll be heading to the Citizen’s Advice Bureau to see if there is way I can pursue my complaint’s about Triage a different way, let’s hope so because I feel like I am going to rip out my hair. Anyway, the good news; my mum and I went into to Kirkcaldy to pay the £50 deposit for the church, I will admit it feels good having made that life changing deposit, now the ball starts rolling in the other direction. On a calm note; my old blog has reached 2,308 page views and this blog has reached 7,928 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there for visiting both blogs.