I am seen,
As,
Having,
A split,
Personality,
Or,
I am,
Violent,
In behavior,
They,
Are wrong,
They don’t,
Understand,
What it’s like,
To live,
With,
A,
Blue-violet,
Shimmer,
Inside,
Their head,
At first,
It started,
That I was,
Becoming,
Socially,
Withdrawn,
Unresponsive,
To those,
Around me,
Changes,
In sleeping,
But,
The shimmer,
Caused,
The hallucinations,
I could,
See,
Hear,
Smell,
And taste,
Things,
That were not there,
The blue-violet,
Shimmer,
Made me,
Believe,
They were real,
And I was powerless,
To argue,
The voices,
Too real,
Too loud,
To ignore,
And they,
Say that’s,
A positive,
Symptom,
Of my condition,
It doesn’t feel,
Positive,
To me,
I can experience,
Delusions,
Confusing thoughts,
The negative,
Symptoms,
Make me lose,
Interest,
In life.
I can’t concentrate,
I don’t,
Want,
To communicate,
It’s all,
So easy,
For them,
To label,
But there,
Not the ones,
Being led,
To their demise,
By,
The appealing,
Shimmer,
Of,
A blue-violet,
Light,
I want to be free,
To shake,
It away,
I have various,
Options,
One,
Being antipsychotics,
Another,
Is therapy,
Or even,
Working with,
A mental,
Health team,
I’ll,
Chase,
This shimmer,
Away,
Once,
And for all
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