Rose (Dissociative Identity Disorder)

My condition,

Used,

To be,

Under,

A different,

Name,

But,

They changed,

It to something else,

Which,

Sounds,

A lot,

Like how,

I live,

I feel,

As though,

There are two,

Parts,

Of me,

Sometimes more,

Each fighting,

For centre stage,

Sometimes,

When one,

Personality,

Comes,

Through,

There’s a rose,

Haze,

And I transform,

Into someone new,

By,

The time,

I’m back,

To being me,

I forget,

A lot of things,

And I feel,

Like,

I’ve lost,

A part of myself,

The other,

Parts,

Of my personality,

Don’t seem

To be aware,

That they are,

Sharing a space,

Inside my head,

And each,

Of them hold,

Specific memories,

And knowledge,

That I can never,

Seem,

To obtain,

I feel,

Like a stranger,

To myself,

And sometimes,

To those around,

Me,

Because,

They might,

Have met,

Another part,

Of me,

That I don’t recall,

In the peach haze,

I sometimes,

Behave out of character,

And I become,

Unpredictable,

So they say,

My hand-writing,

Can change,

Depending,

On what,

Personality,

Is in control,

At that moment,

I sometimes,

Refer to myself,

As we,

And I get strange,

Looks from those,

Close to me,

I’ve been,

Told,

That I’ll make,

A full recovery,

I just need,

Help,

From,

Counselling,

To ease out,

Of the worst,

But,

That’s ok,

I don’t want,

To be stuck,

In this alien,

Rose haze much longer

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