Once again,
I stand on the edge,
Of the dark abyss ,
I know,
All too well,
The Pit,
Calls to me,
Im already falling,
Through the blackness,
It’s worse this time,
Voices of self doubt,
Self- deprecating words,
Echo,
Endlessly,
It’s worse,
Because of the grief,
I feel in my aching heart,
The void of emptiness,
I feel like I am nothing ,
Failure,
Undeserving of life,
I feel like a raindrop,
Who’s destined,
To always fall back,
Into this black pit,
Of oblivion,
Never seeing the end,
Though,
I will somehow,
Recover from this,
Just right now,
It feels neverending,
A cycle bound,
To continue,
Unbreakable,
I fall,
Continously,
Into the blackness,
Deep,
Into the heart,
Of my own depression
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