I actually wish I had more options when I comes to jobs but I don’t have enough experience to get anything apart from an office job and it seems as though I’m going to have to wait till after the year to get a placement because the options are so limited, speaking of which, I’m going to chase that up when I go back to the work programme on Monday but until then I am going to keep looking for placements (if there are any). On less mundane note; my old blog has reached 2,395 page views and this blog has reached 8,947 page views (there has been traffic on this blog).

I think tomorrow I shall have the sparkle of determination in my eyes as I will speak to the dole about my application form for ILA, I need them to provide me or rather the ILA people with evidence that I am unemployed, not sure why but I don’t make the rules, if all goes well I should get my ILA by the 30th and then I’ve to email the person about the course so that they can send me the disc so that I can learn Sage 50. I know it seems rather complex but when you tear away the complexities it’s a rather simple , maybe not fool-proof but never mind. Today; is just a day of debating whether to edit Reach or not but that’s a different story. On another note; my old blog has reached 2,391 page views and this blog has reached 8,883 page views. Once again a big thank to all you nice people out there for continuing to visit both blogs.

On days like today I find myself imagining that I am still lying in the tender, strong arms of my handsome sexy fiancé Mike and I can’t help but smile at that thought but that is a different story. Yesterday with Mike was really awesome although I do wish that I was back in Paradise again. On a different note; my old blog has reached 2,391 page views and this blog has reached 8,859 page views (there has been traffic on both blogs).

“No Minotaur guards me today, no swaying thoughts haunt my mind, no brick wall of the labyrinth, I am free to roam and I chose to wonder freely towards Paradise as those golden gates call my name softly, I can tell that tomorrow will bring happiness and joy, I know for a fact that tomorrow will be an epic day, I know that everyday with you my sweet prince is more magical than the last, let there be sunshine tomorrow and let it shine on us”~ random thought

“The Minotaur was hounding me yesterday to obey its cruel orders but I was numbly aware of them, I was lost in a dark place that the Minotaur couldn’t reach me but for once the Minotaur didn’t lead me to that place but now I have long since left that hellish place and also the labyrinth, I walk towards the comfort of Paradise with my head held high as I begin to wonder with a faint smile what tomorrow will have in store for us”~ random thought

Today has been a rather strange day for me mainly because I didn’t sleep well last night but I am lot better now but I owe Mike for that one. There has been no snow yet but surely it will come because it’s freezing out there. I got my application pack from the ILA but it turn’s out I need to get some paper work from the dole before I date it, which means waiting two weeks to see my advisor. In the meantime, I can’t even apply for the Sage 50 course that I want to do until the paper work gets sorted and even then its going to take two weeks before I get the £200. On a side note; my old blog has reached 2,381 page views and this blog has reached 8,787 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people for visiting both blogs.

Today has already been a mixture of time going fast and slow but that is a different story. Yesterday with Mike was really great and awesome and I thoroughly enjoyed his treat as well despite the fact it was just his good self, I’m not complaining ;). Methinks today will be a more relaxing day but we will see how things go. On a different note; my old blog has reached 2,381 page views and this blog has reached 8,769 page views (there has been a jump in traffic flow on this blog)

“The voices of panic and mild insecurity were loader than I remember but I can’t seem to remember why I felt the need to flee the labyrinth but those voices are no more and I wonder, alone in the labyrinth. The Minotaur is talking to its master about its failure but none of that bother’s me as I wonder towards Paradise thinking of the treat that you have in-store just for me. I remember back when I gave you gifts for no reason, I remember giving you those flowers on a whim, I remember each of those smiles that you gave and it seems strange that they are just memories yet they seem so real. I remember those times with a broad smile and I can’t help feel the pang of curiosity within my mind as I stare at the gates of Paradise. Whatever this treat is, I’m sure it will only brighten our together in Paradise”~ random thought

Another cold day in Scotland and I think it’s going to get worse, I have the feeling that we might get even more snow this year but I could be proven wrong. Anyway; the Christmas Tree is now up with all its sparkling decorations and I am feeling more and more festive by the minute but that’s a different story. On another note; feel free to read my latest post on wordpress: https://heatherpollock92.wordpress.com/2014/12/04/the-writers-ambition/. On a side note: my old blog has reached 2,380 page views and this blog has reached 8,733 page views (there has been a lot of traffic on this blog).

Firstly, I will apologise for the severe lateness of this post, for some reason or other my Gmail and my blog have been acting up and I can’t even write a post, of course the problem is slowly being resolved whilst I sit here and type this on my brother’s laptop. On a different note; the dole was still a waste of time and I could have saved myself the trouble of asking if it would be fine to apply for funding for the course I want to do, apparently I could it online and now I have to wait to see if I am eligible enough or not. On another note; the writing club was the same as always and I will type my Screwtape or rather Screwtape themed letter here.