Today is just another ‘normal’ day for me but I feel as though I am drifting on some cloud that contains numbing thought but that is a different story, yesterday with Mike was really great and I even bumped into a friend of mine who I’ve not seen in ages but somehow I wish I was back in those wall of Paradise already but that is another story for another day. On a general note; my old blog has reached 2,274 page views and this blog has reached 7,301 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people for visiting both blogs.

“A storm has passed in these derelict walls of the labyrinth, my mind has been clouded with the Minotaur’s taunts, the storm was over in a day and yet I swayed in the darkness, thinking that there was no escape form the Minotaur’s clutches but now I see light again, a heavenly light omitting from Paradise and my heart races at the thought that I will once again be in those white walls with you sweet prince, I have forgotten all my woes and my dark thoughts however I still yearn for your tender embrace because in Paradise I can truly escape from myself and the Minotaur, tomorrow still seems far away but as the hours waste away I smile as I think only of you my sweet prince”~ random thought

It feels as though things are starting to turn around but I’m not in a job however but it feels as though something has been lifted, probably the dark lingering shadow but never mind although I can’t take all the credit. Today is just another day at my desk, pondering about things. On another note; my old blog has reached 2,274 page views and this blog has reached 7,241 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there for continuing to visit both blogs.

Well it feels as though today is a different day although it seems pretty mundane but at least I have managed to catch up a little bit with what I’ve been meaning to do but I’m still vastly behind on editing Reach but it feels as though my mind is blurry with thoughts and I think I will wait for that mist to clear before I begin again but that is a different story. On a different note; my old blog has reached 2,274 page views and this blog has reached 7,222 page views (there has been a jump in traffic here).

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGE! Usually, I don’t complain about things, I’d rather sit on the side lines and bide my time as well as my tongue but not today, I’d gladly welcome the two minute survey on customer service or rather customer satisfaction, why, mainly because of Amazon. I placed on order a while ago for DVD’s for Mike’s birthday, there wasn’t really a problem with this until I got an email saying that the item is no longer in stock and when I tried to cancel the order it says that it has already been processed but how can you process something that is out of stock? So, I sent an email to the seller asking them to cancel the order although I’ve just order 2 different DVD’S which I am hoping arrive before the 21st and they don’t suffer from this blunder otherwise I will not be back to Amazon. I can’t afford to throw money away for items that I’m not going to receive. On a side note; not only are Amazon treating their workers like rubbish but it seems they are treating the consumers with the same disregard. On a much calmer note; my old blog has reached 2,274 page views and this blog has reached 7,201 page views.

Another non exciting day in the bleak office or rather my desk, I’m seriously behind on editing but I’m not if I want to wake up the critic again but I suppose sooner or later I’m going have to bite the bullet and go from there. However, tomorrow I will be back at my writing cloub which I have missed since we have been on holiday, so it will be good to get back into the routine of going there every Tuesday. On a different note; my old blog has reached 2,274 page views and this blog has reached 7,187 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people for continuing to visit both blogs.

Well today I feel as though I am still wondering in the clouds of Paradise and yet I am not in it but that is a different story, yesterday with Mike was really, really, really great and awesome despite the rain. I will apologise for the shortness of this post as I’m not sure what to write here. On another note; my old blog has reached 2,273 page views and this blog has reached 7,173 (there has been a massive jump in traffic here).

“I can sense freedom beyond these grey stone walls, I can sense light beyond the shadows that obscure my vision, I can see Paradise beyond the Minotaur’s shadow, how I yearn to be there, in those white clouds, wrapped in your tender loving embrace, I yearn to be with you my sweet prince, now more than ever, these torments that I endure grow more tiresome, I can’t bare this hellish labyrinth any longer, I want to be free yet when the gentle Sun rises in the sky tomorrow morning I will be closer to Paradise than I am now, I will be in your arms again and I will forget all my worries and the Minotaur’s veil words, in Paradise, we will be together just like before, holding hands and smiling, when tomorrow comes I will be free, when tomorrow comes I know that you will still be waiting for me in Paradise with a smile upon your sweet lips”~ random thought

Yes, the critic is back, in my head, barging down the doors to my sanity, yes, Maggie, I hear your cries but I will not let you win this time however today I have not motivation what so ever to continue with my editing mainly because I woke up with the critic in my head despite the fact that I know that editing Reach will help, it feels as though I can’t forget her treatment towards me, how can I? How can anyone forget those bullying taunts? How can you just let go of the unwanted past? I’ve been trying for years to let go and just when I thought I had won… BANG! Now, I really wish I was back in Paradise, I feel less sorry for myself but the moral of the story is, I wish the critic would stay slain, forever. On a much lighter note; my old blog has reached 2,272 page views and this blog has reached 7,131 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people for continuing to visit both blogs.

I will encourage you nice people to check my old blog; http://heatherpollock98.blogspot.co.uk/ and then I will explain this title. I feel as though since I’ve started editing Reach, I’ve been noticing more error’s with my work, very small errors mind you but they count for a lot in the literary world of publishing and strangely despite the fact that editing is a completely unknown subject for me, I feel like I’ve numbed all the information and just focused on fixing the problems, that sounds strange and slightly weird but its the best way to beat the old iron cast criticism that was seared into my brain and my memory for years, its the only way I can face editing my work without crumpling into a weeping wreak. I know that this editing will help me get on the right track to be published. On another note; my old blog has reached 2,266 page views and this blog has reached 7,177 page views (there has been a jump in traffic on both blogs).