Surely love is the best feeling in the world, that was what I was thinking yesterday as I left the white walls of Paradise as yesterday with Mike was super amazing, awesome and probably legendary, no wonder I find myself smiling still today plus at least my head is screwed on (for once) but I owe that to Mike. Anyway, on a less sort of romantic note; I’m not entirely sure I’m looking forward to my interview tomorrow but I will see how things go. On another note; my old blog has reached 2210 (there has been traffic there) page views and this blog has reached 6551 page views.

“The smile I wear seemed too fake just moment ago, the paranoia was apart of the Minotaur’s ploy, a trap, I feel hard into it but now the easy smile returns upon these lips of mine and the paranoia is gone along with the Minotaur’s savage cries of despair and anger that it lost once more against the battle of wits, again my thoughts yearn for Paradise and I yearn for you tender embrace, these days in this labyrinth have not been easy but I saw an all to briefer storm in Paradise, now all I want to do is smoother you in my embrace and bring you some comfort, I want to make you smile again even though I sense you are smiling now, I want to make you laugh wholeheartedly, I want to lye in Paradise beside you my sweet prince, tomorrow will bring my return to your tender embrace, tomorrow there will be no more sorrow or contemplation, tomorrow will just be about us in those white walls of Paradise, smile now my dear, I will be back in Paradise soon my love, very soon”~ random thought

Well the pounding headache is gone and I am confront with my old demon name “paranoia”, what as made me paranoid is mainly myself and I sorely wish I was back in the tender embrace of Mike’s arms although Saturday will come again. Thankfully however I don’t need to go to Triage tomorrow as my adviser is out of the office. Also, I implore you to read my latest post on wordpress, methinks I might end up using it at the writing group but I’m not sure yet, read it and see http://heatherpollock92.wordpress.com/2014/06/12/what-we-are-born-for/. Anyway on a different note; my old blog has reached 2208 page views and this blog has reached 6514 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people for continuing to visit both blogs.

Unfortunately this post will be a short one as I will be phoning Mike in about 40 minutes but yesterday with him was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo amazing and awesome, today meanwhile at the bank was more laid back than I thought yet I am comforted with a pounding headache (hence the title), plus I’ve still to write a note about yesterday with Mike on Facebook, which shouldn’t take me that long but more writing, less talking for me. On another note; my old blog has reached 2208 page views and this blog has reached 6500 (there has been a huge jump in traffic there)

“The Minotaur sleeps soundly and cradles itself to an unspoken lullaby but I don’t not worry, instead I look steadfast into the clouds above me and think upon you my sweet prince, I will join you again in Paradise when tomorrow comes, I wonder when you are in those clouds if you think upon what the day will bring, I wonder if your smiling now as you think of me and my return to Paradise, the wait seems shorter by the hour, tomorrow, I can’t stop thinking about tomorrow with you my dear sweet prince, I smile now as I always do, I wait for now till the Sun rises once more above the dim horizon of this labyrinth, wait for me once more my sweet prince”~ random thought

That title pretty much describes how I feel right now although I’m still going to write a note of my day with Mike but I never realised how depressing this labyrinth could be but never mind, yesterday with Mike was really amazing although I’m looking forward to seeing his handsome sexy ass on Tuesday as he has the day off. On a completely different note; my old blog has reached 2208 page views and this blog has reached 6443 page views (methinks there has been a lot of traffic there).

“Slowly the worry and whatever anxiety creeps back into the darkness as I step out of the Minotaur’s shadow, it has grown confident but it wounds are still freshly sown together with rude silver thread, the Minotaur cares not and seeks only to derive me from the comfort of Paradise, it will not succeed, the Minotaur is silently aware of this but yet it continues to pursue me around every corner of the this labyrinth but I am not afraid, the Minotaur can give chase all day but it will not find me lying in the labyrinth when the morning comes for Paradise will greet me with open arms, my saintly prince will once again smile wholeheartedly, tomorrow seems too far away as I sit in wonder of those white clouds above, thinking of you my sweet prince, I smile once again, tomorrow will come quick enough and so will my return to the eternal Paradise”~ random thought

Pretty much sums up my day really as I went into the bank to see if I could open a business bank account (I know it sounds posh) but the amount of paper work is certainly nothing to be joked at although I have read it all and there are few things left puzzling my brain however I’ve got an appointment to go back to the bank on the 11th at 2:30pm with the MANAGER. Yes, another manager and to be honest, once again I’m a tad nervous but in the meantime its processing information which is frankly given me another sore head but other than that I’m fine. On another note; my old blog has reached 2208 page views and this blog has reached 6408 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there for visiting both blogs.

Mainly at myself because I keep forgetting that since I changed my CV I’m now using my gmail instead of the sky mail but nonetheless methinks I will get there eventually but other than that I got my paper work and now I need to fill in a couple more details, type my business plan, sent it back and then go for a one to one session with the same manager, as you can guess I’m pretty nervous about that last part. Although I’m sitting here wondering if there is a way that I can improve my business plan but that’s a different story. Anyway, on a different note; my old blog has reached 2208 page views and this blog has reached 6400 page views (methinks there has been a jump in traffic)

Thankfully the dole hasn’t stuck me with a volunteer job (not that’s bad a thing) but instead I volunteered to go first at my writing group which strange for me as I never volunteer for anything but it seems as though the nerves have almost completely vanished, not entirely mind you but at least I think my routine is helping in some ways. In the meantime, the dole seemed rather more pleasant (not every day you hear that) mainly because I had a small conversation with one of security guys that work (I say security in the loosest of terms) and the woman I saw today was really nice compared to sour faced ‘advisor’ but perhaps I have been reallocated to someone new but  thing I did pointed out to her was that Triage is doing nothing for me although methinks I might raise a small and maybe slightly causal point with my adviser next time (if I remember). On a side note; my old blog has reached 2208 page views and this blog has reached 6387 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there for continuing to visit both blogs.