I’m not referencing ‘Fifty Shades of Grey’, I just had to put my laptop in the p.c store as for some reason the touchpad mouse is playing up and I won’t get it back till next week which unfortunately means that I am now back to waiting on my bro coming back from work for the next few days to use his one, I sorely miss the liberty and the freedom to use my own but there is nothing to do now expect wait. On another note; my old blog has reached 2,308 page views and this blog has reached 7,847 page views (there has been a lot of traffic here).

You know the old saying, “your up to your ear’s in debt”, well, I’m up too my ears with rage, why, mainly because I went to Triage to do a normal jobsearch and despite the fact that I’ve now limited my CV to two pages apparently it isn’t enough for Vicki, oh no, apparently she likes the fact that only one work placement will get me into a job, in fact, to be frank I think she enjoys the feeling of not wanting me to succeed, well guess what Vicki, I’ve had enough, I’m not going to put of my complaint anymore, I’m done with your bullshit and besides your doing NOTHING to help me in anyway. On a calm note; the writing club was alright today, there was only two of us in and I felt as though I rushed my poem. On a different note; I finally posted something on wordpress; http://heatherpollock92.wordpress.com/2014/09/30/at-a-glance/, feel free to have a look. On a side note; my old blog has reached 2,306 page views and this blog has reached 7,839 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there for visiting both blogs.

I’m not talking about eggs in this post, I’ve just had to reset my laptop has I made a giant school-boy (or girl) error but thankfully I’ve got everything back, almost. I still need to find a way to reinstall Word and anti-virus protection without breaking the bank which is going to be a problem but I’m not worrying about it. Also, I’m not sure if I will have enough day light hours for some editing, I’m still pondering on that. On a different note; I just re-sent my CV to my advisor earlier today and I’m now getting a one word reply “Done”, this is the same woman is meant to be giving me email alerts about jobs and the same woman who is meant to be giving me my work placement, I don’t think I can put off my complaint any longer. On a side note; my old blog has reached 2,304 page views and this blog has reached 7,830 page views (there has been traffic on both blogs).

I feel like this post is going to be slightly pointless, why I hear you ask, mainly because I feel as though I have little time to catch up on various things and I’ve still got to write a note for Friday and Saturday although I want to include today, after all, I was with the man I love which brings me swiftly to my point. Friday, Saturday with Mike was great although my paranoia came back Saturday and today, the day we went to the church, could not have gone any better, in the words of a saint “That is where our wedding is going to be” and believe you me, it will happen. On a happy note; my old blog has reached 2,303 page views and this blog has reached 7.820 page views (there has been a lot of traffic here).

“The Minotaur seemed to regain it’s composure as it rose it from the stone floor with a grunt and searched in a dazed state for me, it found me in a sheltered place where it’s grunted language seem to be heavy with toxic nightmares and dreams, I eventually woke from those torments to find the Minotaur standing guard, vigilant but I slipped under its up-turned nose and raced towards the white clouds with a smile, the Minotaur will not find me here in Paradise, I belong here, in these clouds with you my sweet prince, the Minotaur is bound to it earth labyrinth, I wonder now in these white clouds waiting for the dawn to bring a new day, a day where I can wrap myself into your tender embrace, a day where I forget all my troubles, a day just for us, a day in Paradise that will last an eternity”~ random thought

I will get to the strange title of this post in a few moments. Yesterday at the writing group was rather pleasant and I got quite a few compliments on the poem I read out. Today I am going to the dentist later to get my tooth filled and I’m not sure about editing, my mind feels like its entangled with a billion thoughts, not very clear ones at that so methinks I might leave that to another day (yes, I am putting off my editing, sue me), also I feel like I’m a game of cat and mouse, I’m constantly cashing myself around a circle and going no-where but that is a different story. Also, I’ve finally finished personalising my laptop, just waiting on the custom cover coming and that’s it. On a happier note; getting my dream dress seems more likely (I think I enjoy looking at my Gmail now). On a side note; my old blog has reached 2,303 page views and this blog has reached 7,796 page views (there has been a huge jump in traffic here).

As usual the dole was a complete waste of time and methinks I am going to try and find a better profile photo fro my laptop but today has come with a bit of surprise, it seems as though my dream wedding dress can still be made to order and it won’t even brake the bank, suddenly life has obtained a silver lining. On another note; my old blog has reached 2,303 page views and this blog has reached 7,785 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people for continuing to visit both blogs.

Well methinks this going to be a rather short post but never mind, yesterday with Mike was really, really, really awesome and amazing, he gave me a key to Paradise, I know its not much to get excited over but it was just the look in his heavenly eyes afterwards. Also, when I arrived home my mum bought me a laptop which I am effectively using, so the P.C is history and now begins to the venture of the laptop. On a side note; my old blog has reached 2,302 page views and this blog has reached 7,728 (there has been a massive amount of traffic here).

“The relentless nightmares are now gone and I finally begin to see the light from the darkness of the labyrinth, I  don’t know where the Minotaur is now but I quickly make my way towards Paradise with a smile and I think of what tomorrow will bring and I think of you my dear sweet prince and how you have helped me overcome these nightmares, maybe tomorrow we will discuss visiting the church again, maybe tomorrow we will talk fondly of our wedding day but whatever tomorrow brings, I will be happy and content lying by your side in Paradise once more”~ random thought

A strange title but I will explain in a moment but things first, I cast my vote earlier on today, I don’t regret my decision and for some weird reason I doubled checked what I put, not sure why but never mind, I felt as though going to the voting booth was more intense or more important, anyway, I won’t be waiting up to find out the result anyway. On a second note; today I got my new 3 drawer chest for my bedroom which is officialy complete, took ages to assemble but worth it in the end methinks. On a less ordinary note; my old blog has reached 2,302 page views and this blog has reached 7,699 page views (there has been traffic on both blogs)