I’m not sure what I mean by this title but never mind, it seems my p.c has decided to now flair into life which makes a change although I was thinking of doing some editing on my brother’s laptop before I remembered about the last time I asked for a guest account, so methinks I will either scour the internet for a cheap laptop or plan b. Plan b is just using my iPod to play music but the last time I did that I nearly wet myself when my mum came but that is a different story, so for the time being its back to the drawing board methinks.On a side note; my old blog has reached 2,301 page views and this blog has reached 7,685 page view (there has been a lot of traffic here).

For a starter, I was too earl for Triage but I didn’t care, I just wanted to go in, do a job search, sent out some CV’s an go home but during my visit I wrote an epic (well a rather funny piece) which I will post in a moment. I heard some rubbish though whilst I was there, apparently my adviser (Vicki) was saying one of here client’s that they need to apply for a job everyday, I’m lucky I’m if I find one every week, the next scare tactic she used was she said that she has to inform the dole what the client has done, that’s horseshit (excuse my honest), the dole only need to know if your attending there or not.
Which brings me onto my next subject. At this point I was overhearing snippets of conversation from another client that came to see his adviser, I gather he hasn’t been in for a while as his adviser pointed that out but when he mentioned the fact that his son was in hospital due to Meningitis, the woman seemed to understand briefly before telling him that he needs to come in anyway. I’m not a mother but if wouldn’t have sat there and let her say that me, if I had a son I would make sure that he came first well before Triage. I was shocked that he just sat there with nothing to say but I forget, you have to bow your head instead of standing up for yourself, I forget that Triage clearly has no conscience but never mind.

On to my epic; it’s in the same style as my Lucifer Letter’s so I have a feeling you will enjoy it nonetheless.

To Triage and the dole,
                        I the undersigned have nothing to do with the upper circles but that doesn’t mean that I can’t observe your democracy.

Fraud should have been your middle name as you neglect those in need of work, you sit in your high chairs and gaze down upon those you deem unworthy.

You worship the alcoholic’s and the druggies with praise and more help than they deserve and you treat the disabled like pieces of dirt.

I the undersigned wonder if it should be you that deserves the grilling and the 50 questions, I wonder if you will fall into the mouth of the Inferno.

Fortunately for you there is no circle in Fraud for those who are negligent of their duties, there is no circle big enough for your false pretences.

I the undersigned must confess that I feel sympathy for those that have to submit to your iron rule, I feel sympathy towards those people who get no answers. Its no wonder that those people begin to think that a quiet drink will solve their problems.

Will Minos judge you to this circle of Fraud? Or will you fall further into the realm of Treachery? I suppose you will fall into the circle of ‘Corrupt Official’ but that’s to good for you.

I don’t care where Minos dams you, that is not my concern because I don’t care for you or your corruption, I don’t feel sympathy towards you or the others.

In Fraud you will lye like the others for there is no redemption for those that are false, so come now my corrupt friend, come join your brothers in Hell, come to the Inferno and rot.

On a side note; my old blog has reached 2,301 page views and this blog has reached 7,672 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there for continuing to visit both blogs.

I promised you all an update on my editing, I wish I could say I can live up to that promise but I can’t, I’m so far behind that I only see a pile of paperwork mounting on top of me, crushing me and that is the facts, I can only blame myself and my lacking enthusiasm to edit Reach but someday (don’t ask me when) I will bite the bullet. Moving on from editing though, I’m starting to think that Triage will be interesting tomorrow as finally after two weeks, the woman that’s dealing with my placement (Doreen) phoned me telling me that I will know more the next time I’m in, did no-one tell her that I will be at Triage tomorrow? Apparently not, I also hope that Vicki (my advisor) got my email asking to contact me as soon as she knows more information, I have a sneaking suspicion that she won’t but we will see. If she doesn’t, all I can say is, Vicki, come what may, I will be reporting you to the DWP for negligence. On a side note; my old blog has reached 2,301 page views and this blog has reached 7,663 page views (there has been traffic flow on both blogs).

I will begin by saying that I will apologise for the briefness of this post as I don’t think I can think of anything sensible to put in the post other than the fact that yesterday with Mike was really awesome and amazing. Although, I will comment on the polite and frankly generous email from the organiser of the Fife Write’s event as he wrote me an email saying that my performance was that of a seasoned veteran and someone that is born to perform, quote, unquote. Still working on my reply to that. On a different note; my old blog has reached 2,288 page views and this blog has reached 7,650 page vies. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people for visiting both blogs.

“With bright eye I look toward Paradise again, in my dreams I see a light and your handsome face soon follows, you embrace me as always tenderly, tomorrow that will not be a dream, tomorrow I will see your handsome face again and I will return to Paradise in earnest. Again I smile as I think of you my sweet prince and think how our day will be, hopefully the Sun will still shine on us in the morning when I wake and face Paradise once more”~ random thought

A rather strange title for the day but my brain is in shattered from the awesome news of yesterday, our meeting with the reverent went well and I’m just so glad that our dream can come true, that in nearly a year’s time its going to be possible to get married there, in a nearly a year’s time we will become husband and wife, believe you me its a marvellous feeling, so you can conclude for yourself that yesterday with Mike was really great. Now, I am preparing for tonight’s performance, wish me luck people, I’m going to need it. On another note; my old blog has reached 2,286 page views and this blog has reached 7,623 page views (there has been a lot of traffic here).

“The Minotaur still sleeps soundlessly in the labyrinth as I walk by with my head swimming with thoughts of tomorrow, I am looking forward to being in Paradise once again but these thoughts will not leave me yet as I look towards the gentle glow of Heaven, I think of how your smile always brightens up my day and the thoughts are no more, I wonder now towards that glow of Paradise and towards your infinite tender embrace, tomorrow will be a journey for us both but one that drives us further into the future beyond, I smile now, thinking of you my sweet prince, I know that tomorrow will be a great day for us both”~ random thought

Today has been a interesting day, I first phoned the business gateway asking if they could send me a list of this year’s and next year’s publishers and agents that deal with YA, should be getting that in the next 5-10 (I think), then I phoned Triage trying to find out what’s happening with this placement but it seems my advisor doesn’t even know what’s going on but she will phone me back tomorrow, failing that I will not be chasing her up again, instead I’ll be phoning her manager on Thursday before I go out, why, because I’m fed up with Vicki not doing her job, she still hasn’t contacted me in anyway about jobs coming up or that are advertised and I wish that was joking. Also, I’ve been rewriting my Lucifer letters (again) to make sure my writing is neat and tidy, I’m going to do Pride and Greed on Thursday night as well as my Hyde monologue which I’m going to rewrite as well. On more mundane note; my old blog has reached 2,286 page views and this blog has reached 7,600 page views (there has been a lot of traffic flow here).

Another lazy day for me I think but something feels different about today, don’t ask me what, something just feels different and I can’t shift that feeling but that is a different story. Yesterday with Mike was really, really great and that’s all I have to add to this blog I’m afraid. On another note; my old blog has reached 2,285 page views and this blog has reached 7,587 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people for continuing to visit both blogs.

“The Minotaur waked from time to time as though in a nightmarish fever, its eyelids remain shut and yet flicker at every movement I wake, I wonder if the Minotaur is dying here in the labyrinth or it fears the light from above but I wonder now towards that light which leads to Paradise and your tender embrace, I can’t wait to be in that embrace again and I can unburden my load upon your sturdy shoulders, I smile now as I think of you my sweet prince and I yearn for tomorrow’s delights to unfurl before me”~ random thought