Yes I am unfortunately referring to the dole, I went in like I normally do, have banter with the two security people I know, sat down and waiting to be seen, when I did get seen to and explained what I applied for and what I did at Triage was it almost like the woman didn’t believe me but I’m convinced that if the dole really did doubt my motives or indeed what activities I do at Triage they can just phone and ask what I’ve been doing but I forget, that’s too hard for the dole but methinks if they ever doubt me again I will ask them to phone Triage. Never in my life have I felt like a fraud, I’ve nothing to lie about at the dole, I’ve been honest since I stepped my foot through the door. The other thing is, when I was at the dole I had this strange feeling that they will wait till next year before they decided to find me full time employment or either that Triage will wait till I’ve been there a year before offering me a job. I really don’t want to be in either of these places next year, I’ve got our wedding to worry about and I’m going to pay for it, MY WAY, without help from the dole or Triage. On a general note; my old blog has reached 2,257 page views and this blog has reached 7,102 page views (there has been some traffic here).

Not sure what I mean by this title but it’s certainly better than nothing at all, today at Triage was the same as normal but at least they can’t complain that I’m not doing what they have asked me to do, which to be frank mainly involves me sitting at a computer desk for about an hour but never mind, however its back to the dole tomorrow and I doubt they can complain either. On a side note; my old blog has reached 2,257 page views and this blog has reached 7,088 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there for visiting both blogs

I’m not entirely sure where to start with this post, the beginning would be appropriate methinks. Yesterday with Mike was really, really, really, really, really awesome and amazing despite the fact that I was nervous it was still a great day, I just find it strange that Mike was really calm and there was me standing there a bag of nervous and a few times I went into stunned silence but out of the two venues we went to yesterday, we have chosen the one we want to have our wedding in but I tell you nice people, I think I will ever forget yesterday. On another note; my old blog has reached 2,257 page views and this blog has reached 7,072 page views (there has been traffic flow on both blogs).

“The Minotaur will not disturb me today nor will the foul beast find me sleeping in the shadows of the labyrinth, tomorrow is still to come and yet I feel as though I am closer to Paradise than I have ever been before, it feels as though all the mishaps and misgivings of the week have vanished into thin air, it feels as though I am finally free from the cold embrace of Hell, tomorrow isn’t a special occasion but it will be a day we remember years from now, we will call it the day we found the right wedding reception and in a year to come when that happy day arrives and we are standing in the reception in front of our guests, we will know we have made the right choice for us, all of this seems surreal yet tomorrow all of this will come true and tomorrow will come soon enough and I will smile brighter than the Sun”~ random thought

Still nothing exciting to report on this end apart from that I saw the sites of Leven today and the mild sunshine didn’t bother me too much and I’m also really looking forward to seeing Mike on Saturday, it feels like I’ve been away from Paradise for a long time (don’t ask me why or how) but never mind. On a general note; my old blog has reached 2,257 page views and this blog has reached 7,044 page views (there has been a jump in traffic here).

Most of the day has felt like a relaxing Sunday afternoon but mainly I’ve been reading for most the day as I decided to open my mouth after the p.c decided to work, hence why this post is late an why I seem wrapped in some kind of bubble away from reality and the strange title of this post although all this seems irrelevant but I really have nothing else to say apart from the facts that I have just told you. On another note; my old blog has reached 2,256 page views and this blog has reached 7,032 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people for visiting both blogs.

It has been an extremely warm day today, to be honest I’m glad I wasn’t sunbathing otherwise I would have been burnt to a crisp but that is a different story, surprisingly I’ve still not heard word back from the Business Gateway since my thankful and honest email but methinks I will wait a little while longer. On a separate note my old blog has reached 2,255 page views and this blog has reached this blog has reached 7,013 page views (there has been traffic on both blogs).

I’m not entirely sure what I mean by this title but I will carry on anyway, I finally decided to phone the bank about my business bank account to see wither or not I should close but methinks I might as well tempt fate and keep it opening for a year but if nothing short of a miracle happens I will close it without any hesitation, a pretty bold move you might say but it makes sense (to me anyway) and besides it’s my choice and I can only hope that something will turn up. On a different note; my old blog has reached 2,254 page views and this blog has reached 7,001 page views (there has been a huge jump in traffic here).

For once I feel alright today although I still miss Mike’s sweet kiss but that is a different story, yesterday with Mike was really great and he gave me a nice bracelet apprently to cheer me up after losing site of my business (which to frank I’m going to salvage) which was reather nice of him, anyway, on another note; my old blog has reached 2,254 page views and this blog has reached 6,975 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people for visiting both blogs

“Despite the gloom of the labyrinth I feel as though I walking on a cushion of air, gently wondering towards Paradise and your ever tender, strong embrace, I know that those gates are still open for me and I know you wait inside them with a smile, just for me, I wonder now what tomorrow has in store for us but hopefully my demons will not prevail this time, I want to enter and leave Paradise with no notion for paranoia or worry, I want to lay in your arms in peace and watch the Sun set below the horizon, tomorrow will come my sweet prince and tomorrow I will be home again”~ random thought