Love has no words,

It doesn’t need them,

To show,

How much,

Love there is,

Between you two,

Your bond is special,

And I will cherish,

Each little moment,

You two spend,

And share with one another,

Yes there will be times,

I may have to step,

In to break up,

A fight,

But the bond,

Is made of golden thread,

And that,

Is tough to break,

The way you smile,

At each other,

And catch each other’s eye,

Or when one is upset,

The other feels discomfort,

Nothing in this world,

Is more precious,

Than that,

Love is unspeakable,

But you both show it,

In ways I never knew how

It is not yet dark,

My love,

Just hold on,

A little longer,

Until the first star,

Lights the sky,

No love,

You shall stay here,

You are still weak,

I know you hunger,

For the night,

Be paitent,

Till you are better my love,

I sense a change,

In the wind,

Yes, it is the night,

Calling on me,

Don’t worry my love,

I shall feastfor us both,

I have to leave now,

I know you despair,

But I shall return,

And we shall feast,

As we have never feasted before

My head is spinning,

I can’t focus,

I can’t hear myself,

Think anymore,

How did this choas,

Come to be,

Has it always been there?

Everything is spinning too fast,

For me to take in,

I feel like I can’t breathe,

It’s overwhelming,

Everything stops,

The spinning ceases,

I feel calm,

In control,

How did I stop so fast?

I just took a breathe,

I looked into your eyes,

And smiled,

You centre me,

No-one else does,

This choas,

Fades,

For a while,

I dread for when,

It will return

This journey,
We are on,
We have never travelled,
Before,
The road ahead,
Seems uncertain,
Full of questions,
And deadends,
But we will,
Find the answers,
In the end,
We will get the help,
You need,
This journey,
Will be bumpy,
It won’t be easy,
There will be tears,
Frustration,
But to get,
What’s right for you,
I will travel,
To Hell and back,
I will go through,
Fire and brimstone,
Just for you,
We will find out,
How to help you,
To make life easier,
We will find the answers,
And I will be there,
By your side,
Always

I’m missing you,
I miss you everyday,
I miss you more than,
Words can say,
I miss you,
Because I feel,
Like I’m lost,
I wish you were here,
To tell me,
It will be alright,
I wish you,
Could pick up,
The phone,
And tell me,
That I’m doing the right thing,
I miss you,
I miss your warmth,
I miss seeing you,
I miss being near you,
I miss hearing from you,
I miss so much,
It’s hard today,
I know this feeling,
This grief,
Was supposed to go away,
It never will I fear,
I’ll learn to live with it better,
I suppose,
I miss your smile,
I wish,
You could hold my hand again,
Take me to those childhood places,
I barely remember,
I feel like I’m not doing enough,
To make you proud,
But I know your proud,
Anyway,
I will remember that,
I still miss you,
I’ll miss you always

I thought I’d share that my book The Colourful Mind is now available on paperback and also preorder on Kindle. Due to release on the 22nd of this month. I shared the poems for this a while ago so to see them in print is a bit surreal

I’ve locked myself away,
From the outside world,
I’ve surrendered,
To the darkness,
Of my mind,
I’m picturing,
Myself,
In a dark,
Cave,
Alone,
Only a fire to keep,
Me company,
I’m isolating here,
In the cave,
Of my mind,
Until,
The outward storm passes,
It might be a day,
A week,
A month,
Or even a year,
The fire will need rekindling,
But I’m tired,
I don’t want to move,
Out of the darkness,
Of my mind,
Maybe,
One day,
I won’t need this cave,
To get away from,
Everything,
Maybe one day,
The cave,

Will be happy

Be kind,
Yet,
Our words,
Are full,
Of snide comments,
Be kind,
Yet,
Our world,
Seems,
To thrive,
On hatred,
And lies,
Be kind,
But kindness,
Is gone,
Chilverally is dead,
That generation,
Is gone,
Instead,
Replaced,
With keyboard,
Bullies,
Instead,
Kindness,
Seems to come last,
In this generation,
Of mobiles,
And bullying,
Seems to be,
The new in thing,
When kindness,
Doesn’t take much,
To show,
A simple message,
A simple hello,
A simple thank you,
An apology for when you’re wrong,
A hand held out,
For those who fall,
The list goes on forever,
But the message,
Remains the same,
If you show kindness,
Then kindness,
Will be shown to you,
In return

This mother’s day,
I woke up,
Feeling refreshed,
After yesterday’s cloud,
Of grey,
I realised,
That although,
I feel alone,
And helpless,
A lot of the time,
I am also,
Strong,
And brave,
I’m not resiliant by any means,
I loose my temper,
I get easily,
Frustrated,
But,
Many mother’s,
Can say,
They are fighting,
The challenge,
Of a speech delay,
And sensory processing disorder,
How many people,
Are battling,
To get the right help,
And slowly winning,
This challenge,
Does have it’s bad days,
But also it has its good,
I realised,
That maybe,
Instead of hiding,
And making myself worse,
I should be using,
This an opportunity,
To educate,
To inspire,
To re-educate,
The professionals,
That not one size fits all,
Its not easy by any means,
But everyday,
I see little changes,
Little differences,
Little improvements,
And I am reminded,
I am loved,
Beyond measure,
By a handsome,
Amazing,
Young dude,
Who I’m proud to call my son