Well sufficed to say I had the most pointless phone call to the dole this morning as I got so worried that last night that they might stop my money for a job that I’ve already applied for that I had to make sure that information got through to someone at my job center but apparently it doesn’t work like that. So now the next time I sign on I’ve to provide evidence for a job that I applied for last month when that evidence is already there on their site and it has been recorded on my job search and I wish I was joking about all of this but I’m not. It wasn’t even reassuring when the woman told me that she doubted they would stop my money for the reason I’ve already stated above but the thing is if my money does get stopped then you will probably hear me from Land’s End but I can only hope and pray that the next time I sign on that someone actually listens to what I have to say but then again at this rate I’m just going to have to go in with a tape recorder and put it on repeat. On a much calmer note; my old blog has reached 2154 page views and this blog has reached 6030 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people for continuing to visit both blogs.

It seems as though I may have spoke too soon as my p.c is now working fine and its back to its ‘normal’ self although I wasn’t the only one experiencing technical problems as the dole’s computers were acting up also however I still can’t be bothered with them, I feel as though I’m making an unnecessary effort just to sign a piece of paper, I mean what are the dole doing for me anyway besides sitting in their high chairs? The answer is all to clear methinks. Hopefully, I will enjoy going to my writing group later as last week I felt as though I wasn’t quite usual self. On another note; my old blog has reached 2154 page views and this blog has reached 5999 page views (might as well say 6000).

It seems as though all my thoughts have dried up for the day and they are wondering somewhere but that is a different story although I will admit that my knee is getting better but I could live without the pain as the muscles stitch back together but all of that is a different story. On a side note; my old blog has reached 2154 page view and this blog has reached 5973 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there for visiting both blogs.

Well yesterday with Mike was simply fantastic and I think I have ran out sensible words to describe these days with the man I love and I’ve also ran out of words for this post, so I will apologise for the shortness of this post. On a side note; my old blog has reached 2154 page views and this blog has reached 5961 page views (there has been a lot of traffic here).

“Deep in the labyrinth I swayed under the Minotaur’s vile words, paranoia seemed to be around every corner and every path I turned to there was only darkness, the labyrinth had final won the war between good and evil but now I wonder the labyrinth in peace as the paranoia is gone and the Minotaur sleeps once more, I crave the your tender embrace and I yearn to return to Paradise but I smile as the darkness lifts and I can see the light of Paradise shining as I draw ever nearer, worry not my dear, I will be home soon, smile and think of tomorrow my sweet prince”~ random thought

Thanks to my wonderful handsome sexy fiance I am feeling much better although methinks it has inspired some form of gibberish that I can write on the guest blog but methinks I will type out somewhere in order to get her approval but that is a different story. On another note; my old blog has reached 2146 page views and this blog has reached 5920 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there for continuing to visit both blogs.

The title really says it all methinks, my paranoia hasn’t gotten better since yesterday but that’s due to my own negative thoughts and other things which won’t shift but hopefully phoning Mike will make all the troubles go away. On a side note; I will apologise for the briefness of this post. On another note; my old blog has reached 2146 page views and this blog has reached 5890 page views (methinks there has been traffic on both blogs).

It has been one of those where I didn’t get much sleep last night and my paranoia certainly isn’t holding back although I did enjoy going to my writer’s group but methinks I could have done without the dark mood but that is a different story. On a side note; to be honest I feel as though all my dreams are steadily going down the drain and I’m not entirely sure where to turn. On another note; my old blog has reached 2145 page views and this blog has reached 5874 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people for visiting both blogs.

All I can really say in this post is if you have read my latest post on my old blog you would probably understand the title of this post and right now I really could do with some good news or maybe some luck but right now I would settle for a nice warm hug from Mike. On a different note; my old blog has reached 2142 page views (there has been a jump in traffic there) and this blog has reached 5847 page views.

“I have sorely missed the white washed walls of Paradise, these tormented dreams bring me no comfort nor does the process of thinking whilst I lay in the depths of the labyrinth, I was worried that after all this physio that I would change, I was worried that I would become someone different but those worries have been forgotten now as I set my gaze upwards, I have missed your company and the many ways in which you can make me smile, I missed you laughing at my jokes, I’ve missed being with you even though it has only been a week yet I smile in this lonesome abyss as I think upon your handsome face once again, I love you so much my sweet prince, smile now my dear, you will soon be healed by my hand, smile my dear and think upon the day we write our names in the sand, smile now and think of tomorrow”~ random thought