Firstly; I highly recommend that you read my latest post on my old blog; Help!: A Third Option? http://heatherpollock98.blogspot.com/2013/12/a-third-option.html?spref=tw. Secondly; yesterday with Mike was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo awesome and amazing mainly because it was our second time at the cinema but our first time just our two selves and our first trip to the cinema engaged (if that makes any sense please tell me) and that is really all I have to say (unfortunately) but never mind. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1839 page views and this blog has reached 4326 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there for continuing to visit both blogs.

“Usually as I lye in the cold comfort of the labyrinth I’m always excited to see your handsome face once more but this time I’m excited and a bit nervous, it has been some time since the last time we went to see something at the cinema but it doesn’t matter, as long as I have you within thine arms that’s all that matters, I love just spending time with you my dear sweet prince, I love spending time within your company, I love you so much my dear, the dawn can’t come quick enough my sweet prince but I know you will wait an eternity for my return once more into those white clouds above thine head, so smile now my dear sweet prince and think once more of what tomorrow will bring”~ random thought

Well I hope that all you nice people out there had a very good Christmas Day and got what you asked for, I certainly enjoyed Christmas Day myself although it felt sort of special because it was the second Christmas of Mike and my good self being engaged and we have now spent 4 Christmas together (well not in the same house but you know what I mean, plus we have been together for 4 years) but as the title says the excitement is all gone and we now prepare ourselves for the coming of a new year but all of that is a different story. On another note; my old blog has reached 1839 page views (might as well say 1840) and this blog has reached 4281 page views.

I’m not entirely sure what to comment on this post but all I really have to say is that yesterday with Mike was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo awesome and I actually miss his sweet kiss already (I know that sounds weird but oh well) but never mind, yesterday was still awesome and I really hope he likes his Christmas presents when the time comes, which reminds me, I might end up putting a double post up for Christmas Day as I highly doubt I will be here (mainly because I will have my family around and I doubt I will have time to shove a post here) but that is a different story. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1836 page views and this blog has reached 4226 page views (methinks there has been some traffic flow here).

“It feels like an age since I was freed from this cold abyss of the labyrinth, it feels like an age since the last time I was in your tender embrace but fear not my dear sweet prince for tomorrow will come soon enough and then we can be joined once more in those white clouds above this endless black sky, tomorrow will be a day where we will give and receive each others Christmas presents, tomorrow doesn’t not seem that far away, so smile dear and think of the one person you love most in the world, think of the time that we will spend together, in endless harmony and joy, the dawn will soon rise for tomorrow and with it will come a new day, so smile, my sweet prince and think of what tomorrow will bring”~ random thought

I was thinking earlier that if the agents and the publishers get back to me bad news I only have two options left; one of which is to go through the self publishing route (which I’d really rather not do) through the same people that run Kindle or make several phone calls to judge what to do next, I’ve a strange feeling I might end up making those phone calls rather than the other option but we will see what happens, so until I guess I just have to keep hoping that something will eventually turn up. On another note; my old blog has reached 1832 page views and this blog has reached 4191 page views (methinks there has been some traffic flow here).

Today in the office was a lot better methinks although I mainly did a few bits a piece’s there is still quite a lot do but I’m saving all that for my last day which will be Friday, in a way I will miss being in the office because I will be sitting here once more till the new year when I have visit the dole and Triage (fun times) but maybe, just maybe the new year will bring some new hope (I’m hoping so). On a side note; my old blog has reached 1832 page views and this blog has reached 4176 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there that are continuing to visit both blogs.

I will firstly apologize to you nice people out there as it felt as though the entire world was against me yesterday but at least today has gone slightly better (for now) although I won’t have to see the dole till after the new year which is a rather welcome reprieve (not sure if that is the right word to use but never mind) and as for the other matter only Heaven knows when that will finally get resolved so for now it feels like I’m standing under the cloud of darkness, still waiting, wanting, for some good news to come round the corner. On another note; my old blog has reached 1830 page views and this blog has reached 4157 page views (nearly 4160).

Today has not been my day, firstly the office was ok until certain comment were made which I understand could have been misinterpreted but when it comes to thine honor, I’m easily offended and to be honest with you nice people I’m not going to sugar-coat the fact that probably my anxiety and maybe some paranoia are beginning to act up but it suddenly feels like the world is viewing me like I’m some kind of tart when you know (or you should know) that I am an honest women, I love Mike with all my heart and soul, it’s one of the many countless reasons why I said yes to when he asked me a year and four months ago (yes, I’m still counting) to marry him and it’s hard for me not to be offended by people’s comments but that is not all for the past few weeks I’ve been waiting patiently for something for Mike’s Christmas to arrive, it was meant to come today and there is no sign of it, instead there was just a note when I logged in about something to do with the server/whatever being down and I was to leave a message with my order number, I’ve done so after trying with little success to contact them and their contact number is wrong but I’m fed up with their excuses and now I just want answers and to be honest with you nice people I just want to curl up into a little ball and cry until the morning comes. Oh, if you are wondering what the site is called I will place a link to it; www.dhgate.com, please DON’T USE THIS SITE! Their deals are good, fair enough but after they take your money the service is terrible, PLEASE DON’T USE! Also, I’m now going to have to look for something else for Mike because I’ve little and no idea when it’s meant to come. On another note; my old blog has reached 1829 page views and this blog has reached 4136 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there that are visiting both blogs.

Well yesterday was actually alright despite the general downpour of rain but none the less I managed to get one of things that I was looking for and a few extras but it was still an alright day, again I will apologise for the shortness of this post. On a different note; my old blog has reached 1828 page views and this blog has reached 4096 page views (methinks there has been some traffic flow here).