“It feels as though the Minotaur is relentlessly pursuing me throughout this labyrinth with a bloodstained ax in one hand and a silver dagger in the other, I wish even now that I could chase away the Minotaur’s cold laughter, I wish that I could be free, yet, I remind myself that when the dawn arises the Minotaur will once again seek shelter in the shadow’s, when the dawn comes I can be free from the tortures of the labyrinth, tomorrow is a brand new day, a fresh start, where I am sure that I will conquer everything that is my path, when the dawn comes, I can be with you once more, my sweet prince and we will fly further away from the darkness of the labyrinth, so we may find peace, tomorrow my sweet prince will soon be upon us, so smile now with me my dear and think of our tomorrow”~ random thought

Pause for a brief moment or so, put down your coffee/tea, stop whatever you are doing and listen, spare a thought if you will for the dreamer who wants nothing more than the simple opportunity to become a writer, spare a thought, for that dreamer who is a woman trapped within a wave of rejection emails, spare a thought, for that woman who just wants to lead her life of writing and living the rest of her days with the man she loves, spare a thought, for that same woman who needs a lucky break, spare a thought, for the torment the woman puts herself through when she doubts her own ability and asks the same old questions over and over again, spare a thought, for that woman as she tries desperately to keep her dreams and ambitions alive, spare a thought, for one woman with a dream that seems to slip away in the hard times of life.

P.S my old blog has reached 1716 page views and this blog has reached 3787 page views.

To be honest, I’m not even sure I can answer that question for today at my work placement it seemedd pretty hetic in the morning but by the time leaving time came around it was pretty quiet almost like everything was back to ‘normal’ although for my part methinks I didn’t do that much but there as always another day methinks. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1708 page views and this blog has reached 3775 page views (methinks there has been traffic flow on both blogs).

Again I will implore you nice people to read my latest post on my old blog as it will partly explain the title of this post but basically in short summary all I really need at the moment is (as they say in showbiz) a lucky break or just for someone to get back to and say “Yes Heather, we will take Reach on, please sign here and here” but I’ve a feeling that somewhere, somehow around the next corner of life that chance will come and I tell you people, methinks I will be grabbing it with both hands because then my self employment will be in full swing I won’t need to worry about anything. On another note; my old blog has reached 1692 page views and this blog has reached 3745 page views. Once again a big thank you to all nice people out there that are visiting both blogs.

Today in the office I will admit that I’m pretty proud of myself as I took a call for picking up stuff at a house, now I’m not the most confident person on the phone but I managed to get through the whole thing (with some help) without looking at my notes, so in short today has actually been really good methinks although I will implore you for a brief moment to read the latest post on my old blog. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1684 page views and this blog has reached 3738 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there that are continuing to visit both blogs.

I know the title of this post is just a tad cheesy but what can you do although I’m not sure there is much I can comment on this post apart from the fact that yesterday with Mike was fantastic and I will apologize for the shortness of this post. On another note; my old blog has reached 1681 page views and this blog has reached 3710 page views (methinks there has been traffic flow on both blogs).

“For once the labyrinth no longer seems like a daunting prison, it feels as though the walls are no longer suffocating, it feels as though the labyrinth has changed somehow, yet it still remains the cold and unsightly place where I reside most of the time, yet, I sit now in this labyrinth and ponder upon what we new things we will say to each other when the dawn arises, I sit in this labyrinth, staring up at the sky, as I think of you, my sweet prince, I once more sit in this darkened abyss, with a gentle smile etched upon thine lips.”~ random thought

If you have read my latest post on my old blog methinks you may understand the title of this post but if you haven’t read it yet I highly recommend that you do. Even though I’m not disheartened by this new ‘development’ I’m sitting and wondering, what am I doing wrong? Why is no-one taking “Reach” on? Is the market for Y/A so small that there may not be any profit in it? What if the publishers get back to with the same bad news as the literary agents did? What if plan d completely fails? What if my destiny is never to be a writer or even a self employed writer? The questions go on and on, on a much happier note; yesterday with Mike was amazing and I love him sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. On another note; my old blog has reached 1654 page views and this blog has reached 3639 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people that are visiting both blogs.

“The Minotaur has been working it’s way through the labyrinth once again like a snake searching out it’s prey as it slowly dies from it’s poisonous bite but the Minotaur will not win nor will it find me within it’s dark abyss of the labyrinth, I am tucked away in a small blanket, far away from it’s all seeing stare, I feel distant from the labyrinth like I am free from its dark embrace, the Minotaur will not find me for I have left the dark and cold prison and I feel as though I’m high above the clouds with you my sweet prince, yet, this is but a dream, soon to be turned into a reality when the dawn comes, yet, that dream is a temptation, the temptation to flee this labyrinth and shake of the imprisoning stare of the Minotaur, yet, I smile, as I wait for the dawn to come once more”~ random thought.

 (I’ve been meaning to upload these two pictures)

Today has went rather quickly methinks but for my part methinks I did more talking than work but at least I did some filing and eventually found the missing tills rolls which are now safely put away in a box to be stored under the table (methinks) but on the up side I’ve managed to procure an office chair for my room which only cost me £5. Oh, while I also remember, I won’t be able to post anything on Wednesday as after I finish my placement at 1 o’clock I will spending the rest of the day with Mike, so expect a double post tomorrow. On another; my old blog has reached 1643 page views and this blog has reached 3570 page views (methinks there has been a lot of traffic flow here).