I’m not entirely sure how much I can write on this post but all I can really say is that yesterday with Mike was super amazing and awesone although I did have expect the Minotaur to start swaying my course (I should probably explain that the Minotaur is more like a voice that keeps telling me that everything is going wrong when it’s the complete opposite) but yesterday was just really, really, really, really awesome. On a side note; I will apologize for the shortness of this post. On another note; my old blog has reached 1636 page views and this blog has reached 3559 page views (might as well say 3560).

“This week the Minotaur has been silent and I wish silently that the Minotaur has nothing planned for tomorrow my dear sweet prince, I just want to relax and be myself without having to worry about some savage plot, I just want to tell you about my days have been outside of these cold walls, I just want to be with you and not have to care about anything else, tomorrow my dear, we will smile as the Sun rises above the clouds although today I will sit deep within this labyrinth and smile as I think of your handsome face once more, tomorrow will come my dear sweet prince”~ random thought

Today I’m off to Dundee later for an interview but not for a job it’s basically going to be a 30 minute interview to prove to the passport office that I am the person that has applied for the passport in the first place and trust me, the only other options they were giving me was to go through to Edinburgh or Glasgow however I won’t know if I have been successful or not until the post my passport through the door and I know your wondering why I need a passport, I need it encase Mike, myself and a few mates decide to go for another night out and that way I can actually prove my age (because I look young). On a side note; my old blog has reached 1633 page views and this blog has reached 3466 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there that are visiting both blogs.

I hope that you all remembered your two minute silence for today because I nearly forgot but thankfully my mum put the live coverage from London on T.V and I will admit that two minute silence could have gone on forever for there is certainly a lot more to remember in terms of people loosing their lives to the countless wars over the century’s but all that is a different story. On a side note; yesterday with Mike was super amazing and awesome and that man is a damn saint. On another note; my old blog has reached 1633 page views and this blog has reached 3363 page views (methinks there has been traffic flow on both blogs).

“I will admit that once again in the labyrinth, I felt as though I wanted to throw in the towel because I was fed up of all the random gibberish that the Minotaur seems to spread relentlessly through the vacant walls of the labyrinth yet I need not fear the Minotaur now for I have the upper hand once again, for now I have a secure placement that may only be for 8 weeks but it is better than listening the empty lies the Minotaur tries to tell me, I sit once more in labyrinth feeling as though I have my motivation back and that I can achieve any goal that I set out to do, I sit in the labyrinth once more, smiling as I think of you my dear sweet prince.”~ random thought

I wish somehow that saying were true but if you have read my latest post on my old blog, I think that somehow even with my patience there has certainly been no reward, yet somewhere, somehow, there must be some glimmer of hope for one woman and a dream but never mind because to be honest, I’m not really that disappointed, maybe slightly downcast but I’m still holding onto that hope that somewhere in the world someone will be willing enough to take “Reach” on. On a side note; yesterday with Mike was fantastic and I’m not really sure I can describe in simple terms how amazing yesterday was. On a different note; my old blog has reached 1598 page views (might as well say 1600) and this blog has reached 3287 page views (might as well say 3290).

“Throughout this labyrinth of darkness and torment, the stress of wanting to throw in the towel once more became a bitter reality but I still hold onto some hope that despite the anguish that the labyrinth seems to bear, I still onto the dreams and ambitions that I have set out for myself but worry not my sweet prince for tomorrow is another day where I hope that I can relax and unwind by your side as we watch the world go by from those soft clouds that we call home, smile now my dear for tomorrow will come soon enough and I will be able to tell you all about my pains that I endure in this labyrinth, I promise that somehow I going to try and not burden you with so much woe, tomorrow will our day handsome, nothing and no-one will change that”~ random thought

Methinks the title of this post pretty much sums up my mood for today as the confidence that I had briefly for two days has finally evaporated into very small pieces that are almost like glass upon the cold stone floor of the labyrinth, however yesterday with Mike was really great but I just wish that my head would shut up sometimes but other that yesterday was really great. In a way, I actually miss the confidence that I managed to acquire and somehow it seems as though it might take a very long time for that confidence to come back. On a side note; it seems as though my old blog is loosing it’s audience members again but I’m afraid to say that I can do little about that until the people of Kindle get back to me 3 days from now. On a different note; my old blog has reached 1577 page views and this blog has reached 3178 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people that are coming to both blogs.

“Strangely in the labyrinth the Minotaur has been quiet once again and yet the thing has not realised that it has not thrown down another gauntlet for me to cross, instead the beast now sits silently in one corner of the labyrinth, probably pondering it’s next fiendish plan, yet the beast doesn’t even stir when I pass it with a pensive stare encase it decides to wake but I care not for that beast and this darkened labyrinth, I only wonder the labyrinth with a broad smile upon thine face, for soon I will be with you again my sweet prince, among those clouds that we seem to call home, I worry not about what the Minotaur has in store for me when I return from those clouds, I only care about spending tomorrow with you and tomorrow will come my dear, I wonder this empty labyrinth with a smile as I think of you my dear”~ random thought

“Methought the Minotaur had been quiet of late but I never expected for that thing to throw of series of trials or rather gauntlets within my path, I will admit those trails ever not designed to be easy for they were created within the darkest corner of the Minotaur’s mind, endlessly sneering as I failed and fell at each trial, that was another day, a day long forgotten in history, tomorrow is a new start, an escape from the Minotaur and an escape from the dull wall’s of the labyrinth, I smile now my dear as I wait for the morning to come, so I can finally find some peace among the chaos, I wait once more to be within you tender embrace”~ random thought