Well this weeks is going to be slightly ‘normal’ even though I get to see Mike on Wednesday and then I’ve got to go back to Triage on Thursday to basically repeat myself about the somewhat essential ‘criteria’ that I would like to look for in a placement (mainly an office in my case) although I’m thinking it would have been awesome if Mike could have got the day off for Thursday so I didn’t have to listen to myself saying the same thing but never mind. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1571 page views and this blog has reached 3108 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there that are visiting both blogs.

I don’t think I have much to comment on this post I’m afarid but yesterday with Mike was super awesome and I always love spending time with him because he always manages to put a smile back on my face especially if I’m thinking about crap or if I’m worryin about something stupid but I love him with all my heart and soul (I really do). On a different note; I will apologise for the shortness of this post. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1570 page views and this blog has reached 3096 page views (methinks there has been traffic flow on both blogs).

“This week has certainly been full of some stress and some stupidity on other people’s parts but as I sit in the labyrinth I can only think of the one person that can make those pains go away with one single tender embrace and that person is you my sweet prince, so I smile as I think of you once more, I smile as I think of the time we will spend in those soft clouds above thine head yet from those clouds I will show around this labyrinth that holds me by the throat although we will not wonder long in those cold and barren walls, for after I’ve shown you where most things reside, I intend to take swiftly take you back within those clouds where we can watch the world go by as we laugh and talk of simpler things”~ random thought

P.s this is my 200th post here

So how did my trail go I hear you ask, well in a way in didn’t, confused? Then listen closer; so I was about five minutes early for my tiral (it’s good to be prompt) and I was swiftly taking upstairs again where the actual manager (the woman I spoke to before in my interview was an acting manager) was sitting in the office, thus the same info was given but it was nice to have a refresher although the manager did ask me if it would be a problem to work Saturday, now, I’m not going to lie to my newest employer (if you can call it that), so I said about Saturday is the only day I see Mike however it looks as though I have to work one in 3 Saturday’s (which I think means I have to work on Saturday every 3 weeks or something like that) but that is not all; after the manager showed me the duties I have to perform and asked if I wanted to ask any questions; just one came to mind and that was about the dole but it seems as though she is going to sort something out but what I find funny is when one of the staff asked me where I live and when I answered the other question of where I sign on methinks they were all shocked however it looks as though not even the staff of the British Heart Foundation know if I am on a placement or voluntary work. My only concern at the moment is if the dole expect me to go back to the shop after I sign on, I’m afraid to say that they will be getting told some honest truth, all in all; I start on Monday at half 9 (even though I will be early). On another note my old blog has reached 1568 page views (nearly 1570) and this blog has reached 3061 page views.

Small Update: So Triage eventually phoned to see how I got on, etc, etc and eventually methinks they realised that I won’t be able to work the Saturday because of the law and all that jazz so in short I’ve been pulled out of the placement based on that fact and to be honest I’m relived that is the case, I know it means waiting for another placement but never mind.

“From the darkness I will awake once again with a smile as I laugh of all my troubles from yesterday, I smile as I look towards the sky where you reside and how I long to be within those clouds with you but it won’t be long now my dear, just another day and another dawn although part of my mind wonders that even though I will see your handsome face again and I will certainly enjoy being with you once more, it wonders if my stay within those clouds will be far too short for both of us however I know for a fact that we will use that time that we have that day to wonder in those clouds holding hands and watch the world go by”~ random thought

It seems my small disclaimer in my old blog has actually paid off but at least all you nice people know that I won’t be on my old blog for a while (once again), as for the title of this blog, it certainly feels like my brain is divided into two halves, the first is trying to remain positive whilst the other is trying to throw all kinds of negative stuff but I’m sort of thinking that a) the dole is going to be pointless but on the other hand I’m looking forward to opening the presents that Mike gave me on Saturday (I probably should explain that tomorrow we have been together for 4 years). On a different note; my old blog has reached 1562 page views and this blog has reached 3001 page views (there has been some traffic flow on blog blogs).

“Once again in the labyrinth, things have turned into another direction, one that that involved me slightly suffering from whatever I caught on Wednesday, it felt as though time had stopped as I sat bare footed in the labyrinth as the Minotaur reveled in my misery but I willed myself to get better for your sake my dear, for I knew you were worried, for it is not like me to be seriously ill or even sick for that matter, I will be glad to see your handsome face in the morning to ease your worries and somehow make up for my brief sickness but at least I am better now my dear and you don’t need to worry anymore because once as I am within your tender embrace once more I think I will erase the burden you bore and I will make sure that smile returns to your handsome face”~ random thought

For a starter, I was quite early for my interview and it was nice enough for the woman who spoke to come back at half past which I did however when I got back another woman served me and she told me that the manager would be down in a few minutes, so I waited yet while I did so the other woman called up the stairs and said “that girl is here” somehow as I wondered the street of Kirkcaldy I transformed into a girl instead of a woman but never mind, the interview itself was alright but my nerves got the better of me before I finally settled, the manager proceed to tell me about the duties, etc, etc, I will admit I sort of think I could have done more in that interview but never mind. Then as I was talking to my mum Triage phoned (maybe they heard me talking about them) and basically I said that I would take the placement because it would give me vital experience in the retail sector and another reference to add to my CV but the wonders don’t cease there, after probably a two minute or lets say five for arguments sake Triage let me know that I’ve got a trail on the 24th of this month at 10 o’clock, the trial itself is only going to be an hour for me to prove to the manager that I willing and able to work in an environment that will be completely new to me, after that, the ball is in their court if they take me on for the placement or not. On another note; my old blog has reached 1557 page views and this blog has reached 2918 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there that are visiting both blogs.

Sufficed to say that my cold has disappeared and I’m hoping it doesn’t make a unexpected appearance tomorrow, speaking of which even though I am not nervous about my interview today certainly when the morning comes my nerves will kick in but I am hoping that all goes well. On another note; I will apologize for this shortness of this post. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1557 page views and this blog has reached 2858 page views (nearly 2860).

It seems as though I have developed some sort of cold but it seems to be much better than I thought although I’m hoping whatever is left of the cold shifts before Wednesday, why do I say that I hear you ask, well after about 6 weeks Triage finally phoned me about a work placement going in Kirkcaldy and I have an interview for Wednesday at half past eleven but here is the best part, I phoned Triage today asking if I need to take any I.D with me and the woman on the other end of the phone says no before adding “just treat like and interview and dress smartly”, I know it’s been a while since the last time I had an interview but I think I was taught how to go to interview a long time ago (well not long but you all know what I mean). On a side note; my old blog has reached 1557 page views (nearly 1560) and this blog has reached 2843 page views.