I will admit I am now rather concerned about my old blog once again as there is only one auidence member left although it’s already nearing the end of September and I have still heard nothing in the form of an email about if the editor of the site actually likes “Reach” which I more worrying I suppose but I will also admit that I don’t want to check where “Reach” is ranked in case its bad news but I suppose I’m going to have to bite the bullet at some point or other. On a different note; I throughly enjoyed my day with Mike and then the meal with my friend, it was a really great night, especially when I caught glimpses of Mike laughing with the guys that were there, as long as he is happy then I’m happy (if that makes sense). On a side note; my old blog has reached 1492 page views and this blog has reached 2535 page views (nearly 2540).

“This time when I leave this some what loathsome labyrinth I will still smile all the same and yet something seems different and strangely similar, for we will still have our day together my sweet prince, laughing, smiling, talking about how are week has been, the usual things and yet later on we will be called to attend a birthday meal for a friend of min who you also know well enough, I will admit on the one hand I’m looking forward to the day but on the other I’m slightly nervous but as long as I have you to guide me then I will be safe forever more”~ random thought

The only comment I can make to this blog is I will admit its slightly irrating to wait on getting my bro’s laptop which seems more on an inconvienance than a help although it seems that the general course of things seems to revolve around me waiting at my desk for email to come in or something coming through the post saying I have an interview but alas the waiting game it seems will never grow old but I suppose I could sit here and hope but I will admit that hope is beginning to wear thin. On a side note: my old blog has reached 1491 page views and this blog has reached 2498 page views (nearly 2500).

Firstly; I’d like to apologise for the shortness of these posts. Secondly; my mum and myself decided it would be a good idea to put the computers brain into a shop to see if they can fix it and failing that then I might be tempted to take Mike’s offer (he said he would get buy me a laptop for our 4th year of being together but I really don’t want to spend all his wage packet on me). Thirdly; it also looks like my audience members on my old blog are starting to fade away again which doesn’t bode well although I have said countless times that I won’t hear back from anyone till nest month, so my advice until then is hold onto your chair or whatever and hope something turns up. Last but not least; my old blog has reached 1488 page views (nearly 1490) and this blog has reached 2493 page views.

Once again I will apologise for the latesness of this post but it looks as though my p.c doesn’t want to do anything which I will admit is starting to irratate me more and more although there is very little I can do as I am not a technition so I guess we will have to wait and see what happens on that front. On a side note; the dole today was the same usual things although at least I managed to find a job that I could apply for. On another note; my lod blog has reached 1487 page views and this blog has reached 2487 page views (nearly 2490).

Well it seems as though my computer has decided to go on the blink although I am hoping it manages to fix itself because I really can’t be bothered waiting nearly half an hour (slight over exaggeration) for my bro’s laptop (which explains the lateness of this post), so lets all keep everything crossed that the my computer realises that it still has life within it’s mechanical frame yet. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1486 page views and this blog has reached 2480 page views (methinks there has been some traffic flow here)

It certainly feels like an age since I was last on a computer or a laptop although I’ve not really missed the lavish hum of technology as I have thoroughly enjoyed my two days with Mike although yesterday I kept thinking it was Sunday for some reason, methinks I somehow lost a day some where but never mind, today is another day of the numbing thoughts of my brain however I’m actually feeling ok, not brilliant but a phone call to Mike later will solve that problem methinks. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1486 page views and this blog has reached 2466 page views. Once again a big thak you to all you nice people for coming to both of my blogs.

“After tomorrow comes I will probably forget for a brief moment or so that I will see you once again on Saturday and although we never really plan anything it doesn’t really matter for as long as I am within your arms the rest of the world seems to fade away into nothing, for once this week has been rather merciful but as I said before I don’t think that will stop my head from trying to sway my course once again but fear not my sweet prince for you always chase away those demons that lurk within the dark corners, you always make me smile even when it’s raining, you always hold my hand in that special way, such love as this can’t be described in simple words but all I really know handsome is that I love you now, forever and always”~ random thought

“It feels as though I’ve already lost a day for I will be within your tender embrace when the morning comes although I sense that my head will stop at nothing to torment me but this time I won’t let it win, I’m not going to give up on the dreams and the many hopes I have left even though some days I feel like I should throw in the towel but I can’t give into these dark thoughts for they only get me down, you have told me often enough that things will get better, I believe you, maybe when tomorrow comes my woe’s will vanish as soon as I see your handsome face again”~ random thought

For a Wednesday it seems quite sunny and bright outside which I will gather is a good thing but the more important question is how am I feeling about today? Well the same as usual but some how my thoughts are not as active as they usually are which is a good thing in my books however I do wish silently that something will come up on the job front or self employment but I suppose I have to keep looking in every nook and cranny. On another note; my old blog has reached 1467 page views and this blog has reached 2427 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there that are coming to both blogs.