It seems as though that things have finally returned back to ‘normal’ which I will admit is a good thing because to be honest I was getting rather tired of the rubbish week although saying that I’m not going to hold my breath as surely around some corner something will crop up and then I will be back to square one however saying that I still going to keep thinking positive and hope that either a job/a placement/ maybe my self employment will show up at some point. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1467 page views and this blog has reached 2402 page views (there has been more traffic flow here methinks).

Well it seems like the bad weather is starting to roll in although it seems as though the positive thinking has went down the drain again but never mind as yesterday with Mike was really awesome and I still love how he can end my quite frankly rubbish week on a much better note. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1446 page views and this blog has reached 2372 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people that are visiting both blogs.

“I will admit that the torments within this labyrinth have been rather challenging no thanks to the unsightly Minotaur lurking in the growing darkness added more woe to my worries but fear not my sweet prince for once again I will be free of this unkind darkness, I will spread my wings and fly towards you, where your tender embrace will be more welcome than ever before, with your help this week’s pains will vanish until another day but for one moment in my life I just want to spend the day with you and forget the torments of life and other things, I want to smile because I am so happy to be with you my dear sweet prince, tomorrow, seems like an age away but it will come as quick as a summer storm, so I smile now, as I think of you and our day together which will come as the Sun rises above these cloudy skies”~ random thought

Well today starts with mild thoughts lingering around although I am trying to think on the positive side of things as I get to see Mike on Saturday and to be honest with you nice people I’m looking forward to it, not because we are going anywhere in particular just to see his handsome face will be enough to chase these cobwebs away however saying that I have just realised that tomorrow is Friday the 13th, which usually in my life time means that something always happens but I remember I had on good Friday the 13th mainly because I was with Mike so hopefully this time nothing will happen, so fingers crossed for that. On another note; my old blog has reached 1443 page views and this blog has reached 2341 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people that are visiting both blogs.

Well it seems that as far as I can see this week is certainly going to be one of those weeks again and to be honest with you nice people I am not looking forward to today but I have been trying hard to steel my mind towards more positive thoughts but with very little success however I can only really hope that maybe some good will come out of today’s events but I very much doubt that. Although methinks there is some irony about today as it is so many years since 9/11 as the US put’s it but on that subject let us never forget the victims of the family and friends that go on wondering why they are no longer here. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1441 page views and this blogs has reached 2331 page views (which is insane).

Well I have admit that going to the dole was a waste of time as ever and I think I’ve heard the best quote today from the dole “because your on the work program we can’t we do anything for you” which is very helpful to be honest, now, what makes this irritating is the fact that I had to phone the company up to ask about the trials that they have in place at the moment only to be told that it has been done through the dole and in turn I mentioned Triage and they suggested I phone them, now I’ve just gotten of the phone to Triage who say that they don’t deal with them and the actual thing that I’m inquiring about is ‘supposedly’ on the dole’s site or alternatively I have to go onto the company’s website to apply for trails however every time I have tried to at least see if they are looking for staff, I get no where, so tomorrow, I see not one, not two but three different people about different stuff, oh lovely. On a separate note; I probably should have mentioned yesterday that I am not seriously considering writing courses, just wanted a general nose although by the looks of things to me it feels as though that the courses themselves strip back the bare bones to writing and tell you step by step on how to write a book, far enough it could teach me how improve my grammar and all that jazz but my theory is as long as you can write a good story that’s all that matters. On another note; my old blog has reached 1441 page views and this blog has reached 2322 page views (methinks there has been traffic flow on both blogs).

Well it’s the start of a new week and here I am in my little chair thinking and pondering again although all credit for this latest brain wave goes to another friend of mine and what is this brain wave I hear you ask, simply really, I’m just wondering if; a) there are any forums out there that can help me to get my old blog back on track because there is so little to say there I’d rather not loose the audience that I have left and b) if perchance there are any free online writing courses that I suppose could help with my old blog as well. To be honest I’ve never really considered online courses and saying I won’t here anything from the link I posted till October (not November) maybe it’s worth a shot but all opinions are most welcome. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1425 page views and this blog has reached 2305 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there that are coming to both blogs.

I know the title of this post seems rather inappropriate at first but I’m going to try and explain, yesterday as you all know Mike and myself decided to go to Kinghorn although there are no pictures for my part as I’ve no camera, the whole day was awesome, we just wondered around place taking the high road before the low road, we saw a lot of different birds for example; finches (for the life me I can’t remember the specific one we saw), some coot’s, geese, a Canadian goose, ducks, 2 swans and some coal tits (from what I could see). I love nature, especially birds and other things so for me it was amazing but to top it all we went to the little view point where the speculator view of the loch stole my breath, I’d probably sit there for hours just doing nothing. A small disclaimer though; we went into a little bird hut were we saw some of the birds I have mentioned. To be honest; I’d gladly go there again. There is plenty to do or see and even while we waited for the bus back to civilisation we saw 3 horses. It was a truly awesome second date with the man I love, now to wonder what is in store for our 3rd date. On a side note; I can’t help but notice that my audience members from my old blog have almost vanished entirely and I’m not sure how I can stop that so all suggestions are welcome. On another note; my old blog has reached 1424 page views and this blog has reached 2271 page views (which may is really great).

“From the bitter darkness of this labyrinth will I rise once more to take your steady hand towards the light of the clouds with some silver lining to them for this week has been a roller-coaster but I got there in the end thanks you to my sweet prince and tomorrow I will try to find a way to repay your never ending helpfulness but I know somehow that even spending the day with you will be enough, so my sweet prince I will sit here and smile as I think of tomorrow for I am sure that it will be another day to remember”~ random thought

I’m not sure about anyone else but for me this morning has certainly been an interesting one as I got a phone call from the NHS team about another job that I have recently applied for, the woman on the phone seemed very helpful as she told me that she had sent an email about the full details of the job in question, so I open my email to realise that the job I had applied must have been a mis-advertisement as the details stated that I needed to send my application form in writing along with my CV plus the closing date was on the 31st August, so then I phone the practice asking nicely  if I can still send in an application form only to be told that they are already doing interviews for that job. They say that good things come in three’s, methinks I’m still waiting for those good things to happen but never mind. On a side note; I’ve noticed that the audience from my old blog is disappearing but I’m not if there is anything I can write there and besides methinks it would be a waste of your time if I just updated you on where “Reach” is ranked on the link I posted on both blogs. On a different note; my old blog has reached 1416 page views and this blog has reached 2244 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people that are continuing to come to both blogs.