“Tonight we will dance my dear but we will dance in front of our friends although the night will also be filled with general chatter, laughter and lots of people smiling, I couldn’t ask for a better night to be with you and be within the company of my friends yet the celebrations will not end for in the morning I will fly towards you and we will celebrate an very important chapter in our lives although I still can’t believe that it will be a year since you asked me to marry you, I still remember that day as though it happened only last week, so smile dear for tonight and tomorrow will be remembered forever and always”~ random thought

Well it seems that my head is running amok today but that is another story for a different day. Speaking of days; methinks that Mike had a really great birthday yesterday and methinks that he also loved his presents as well. On another note; I managed to put up 10,000 words on the link I put up here. On a separate not; Triage managed to send both of the letters yesterday for my next appointments which unfortunately enough are on Wednesday’s. On a different note; my old blog has reached 1384 page views and this blog has reached 2086 page views (methinks there was some traffic flow here).

This week should certainly be an interesting on although I’m going to keep in suspense as to why but let’s put it this way Mike is going do very well for phone calls this week (not that is going to complain anytime soon) but all of that is a different story for another day although on an added note, I’m slightly less nervous now but methinks the nervous will kick in again at some point (sorry no spoilers). On a separate note; my old blog has reached 1375 page views and this blog has reached 2066 page views (methinks there has must have been a huge amount of traffic flow here since yesterday).

I’m not sure if that title is spelt right but no matter for again it seems as though my mood certainly reflects the title of this post although I am sure that by the time I phone Mike at 3 o’clock I should be fine but until then methinks my mind is going to continuously wonder like a lost dog but all that is a different story for another day. On a side note; I will apologise for the shortness of this post. On another note; my old blog has reached 1374 page views and this blog has reached 2056 page views (nearing 2060 methinks).

“I sit here in the labyrinth once more thinking of your handsome face and I worry mainly because of the news that you told me and I hope silently that you will be ok but I know that when the morning comes I will chase away this drab sorrow and turn it into the smile that I love to see upon your face, life has thrown us many sorrow’s and through them we have came out the other side stronger than ever but I want you remember something my sweet prince, I am always going to be here for you no matter what, I’m not going to go anywhere and I mean that handsome, this sorrow you carry is not your burden alone, I will guide you, I will be with you every step of the way, that’s what I’m here for but somehow I know that in the morning your sorrow will fade away when you see me smiling once more” ~ random thought.

Well for a starter Triage was fine considering I was having random daydreams that I walked out the office/building in tears but it was fine although I’m not sure I’m looking forward to the next time I have to go (whenever that is) but at least I made a friend and I hope maybe next time I will make another friend as there was another woman there who seemed really nice however on a side point of Triage, I had to laugh inwardly at the almost pointless and yet strangely effective propaganda but only time will tell how my venture with Triage goes lets hope in the meantime there is a job waiting for me or at least my self employment start to come into it’s own. On another note; my old blog has reached 1368 page views and this blog has reached 2031 page views (methinks there has been some traffic flow here).

Well at least my appointment with Triage is not until half one although saying the bus timetables it’a bit tricky trying to work out what bus to get to there that isn’t to early or to late. In the meantime I am hoping (but not holding my breathe) that maybe Triage will help me to at least find work or another work placement (that’s their job) but to be honest I’d much rather find a job myself (far too independent) so we will wait and see. On a side note; this blog has gained new audience members from Turkmenistan so a big welcome to you nice people there. On a different note; my old blog has reached 1366 page views and this blog has reached 2022 page views (methinks there has been traffic flow on both blogs).

Well today should be interesting as the dole is still going to be a waist of my time and I’m still thankful I managed to rearrange my Triage appointment for tomorrow although I have strong feeling I’m not going to enjoy that visit mainly because I have feeling that my loathing of Wednesday’s will return once but lets hope for something good to happen in the mean time. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1353 page views and this blog has reached 2014 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there that are coming to both of my blogs.

Well at least my mood has vastly improved since yesterday thanks to the phone call to my handsome sexy fiance Mike although I’m not looking forward to this week mainly because Triage finally decided to make me an appointment after I had to phone to them so I hoping that I finally get some where with them (although I’m not going to hold my breath on that one). On a side note; my old blog has reached 1353 page views and this blog has reached 1999 page views (which probably jump to 2000 when I post this).

A bit of a strange title saying that the sky is perfectly clear and the Sun is streaming through the clouds (at least over here anyway) but today I just feel a bit down (I will be ok later) however yesterday was really awesome with Mike and I’m just glad I managed to put a smile on his face (not that I don’t normal do that anyway). On a side note; I will apologize for this post being short. On a different note; my old blog has reached 1352 page views and this blog has reached 1980 page views (methinks there has been some traffic flow since yesterday here).