“I smile as think of your saintly form each day and each night my dear for you are constantly within my thoughts and even in my dreams, each time I think of you this dark labyrinth is no longer cold but filled with a strange golden light from the sky above me, maybe it’s your calling card or maybe it’s the Sun smiling a long with me as I think of the day ahead where I can be within your tender embrace and be happy once more, I can be with you and talk of things that make no sense to the others, we can laugh at each others jokes, we can smile because we are happy, that my dear is our love which will never change in the months or in the years to come, our love my dear is an unbreakable bound and it was said that we make the perfect couple, I have to agree my sweet prince” ~ random thought.

Thankfully I fell like my usual self today mainly thanks to the very long phone call I had with Mike last night and I tell you that man is a saint and I love him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. On a different note; my old blog has reached 1343 page views and this blog has reached 1961 page views (methinks there must have been more traffic here since yesterday).

I strange title for a blog post I know but it certainly feels as though my dislike for Wednesday’s has returned with a bitter vengeance not because anything bad or that sort has happened it just feels like my head is spinning around in circles mainly because I’m thinking far too much about things (like usual) but all that is a different story. On a different note; this blog has gained new audience members from Romania so a big welcome to you nice people there. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1342 page views (methinks there has been some traffic there) and this blog has reached 1947 page views (nearly 1950).

Firstly; I was meant to say yesterday that Mike gave me my USB back after looking after it for a while so it’s basically back to ‘normal’ here. Secondly; saying I have my USB back I’m thinking (why do I never stop thinking?) that it would be a good idea to try and set up a profile on the link I posted here a while back and then try to give you nice people a link to there so you can all have a nose (although I will probably post that tomorrow). Thirdly; this blog has gained new audience members from India so a big welcome to you nice people there. Last but not least; my old blog has reached 1336 page views and this blog has reached 1930 page views (methinks there must be some traffic flow here during the night).

Firstly; I will apologise for the lack of telling you nice people on Sunday’s how many page views I have. Secondly; I actually prefer writing random thoughts for Saturday’s (saying my last one worked so well) so basically for my double post Friday’s my Saturday post is mainly going to contain a random thought (I hope you nice people don’t mind). Thirdly; my old blog has gained new audience members from Macedonia (FYROM) so a big welcome to you nice people there. Fourthly; yesterday with Mike was really, really, really, really awesome. Last but not least; my old blog has reached 1331 page views and this blog has reached 1919 page views (methinks there has been a lot of traffic flow since yesterday).

“I long to escape from these cold and blank stone wall that feel like a prison but I look up towards the sky and think of your smile for when this day is over I will be within your tender embrace once more and we can fly above this labyrinth that holds me with ragged chains, we can fly into the clear sky and just be ourselves. That’s why I love being with you, not because I am free from the labyrinth but because you have brought so much joy and happiness into my life and some day we will no longer need to worry about the labyrinth that lingers below for some day we will fly through the skies forever and always”~ random thought.

Well at least the team at the link I posted yesterday got back to me basically saying that you can only post your work up chapter by chapter although I might have to ask my friend to send me a link to his profile to I have get a general feel of what I need to do before I start heading out on this venture but don’t fret because I will still be coming here in the meantime (I can’t really post anything there anyway as I left my USB with Mike on Saturday). On a side note; methinks both blogs has gained new audience members from Poland so a big welcome to you nice people there. On another note; my old blog has reached 1319 page views and this blog has reached 1885 page views (methinks there has been a huge traffic flow here).

I’m afraid to say that the title of this post practically says it all and I’m starting to think it might be several more months (yes I did say months) before the NHS finally decided to let me know if I have been successful or not however in the meantime I did apply for another job so I will see if that leads to an interview (I’m not going to hold my breathe on that one). Although in the mean time I’m also starting to think that plan b needs to be swung into action although I will wait till they reply to my query first before any drastic steps are taking. Plan b involves going here: http://authonomy.com/ it’s basically almost like another blog where you can post your book and every two months a very well known publisher (see link for more details) reviews everyone’s work and things happen from there. I’m not entirely optimistic about plan b if I’m honest but at least it’s a plan. On a side note; my old blog has reached 1316 page views and this blog has reached 1865 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there that are continuing to share both these blogs, much is appreciated.

Firstly; I will apologize for the lack of proper posts as somehow my random thoughts seemed more appropriate than any words could find. Secondly; I’m feeling a lot better after yesterday’s events although I think you can understand that having knowledge of one agent is left and the dole is currently giving me hassle (that’s another story for another day) I think you can also understand the amount of stress I sort of going through. Last but not least; my old blog has reached 1314 page views and this blog has reached 1846 page views (there has been a huge traffic flow methinks).

“Lost, in this dark abyss of the labyrinth that is easy as counting for there are many twists and turns, the labyrinth shows no kindness towards anyone and the Minotaur doesn’t help with his silent stares, in torment and panic through the labyrinth I wonder afraid but not for the darkness but afraid that I have lost all hope and I as I weep silently in this dark labyrinth I can only think of you and your tender embrace and your sweet kiss for they would bring me comfort in this hour of , lost, indeed I am lost and maybe forever”~ random thought.

P.S my old blog has reached 1308 page views and this blog has reached 1831 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there that are continuing to visit both my blogs.