Firstly; I have heard nothing back from the NHS considering my job interview or indeed if I have been successful. Secondly: I’m still waiting on Triage making another appointment. Thirdly; the day I actually sign of from the dole will be a great day mainly because I’m tired of waiting for people and agents to get back to me although I have plenty of patience I just kind of feel a need to know where I’m going in life (if that makes any sense) however I will say that maybe somewhere around the next corner I might get some good news, just keep those finger crossed for me. Last but not least; my old blog has reached 1235 page views and this blog has reached 1549 page views (methinks there has been more traffic flow here).

It seems as though I have written 100 posts here on my new blog which is actually really good and it’s somehow a more positive note compared to my latest post on my old blog although the question is how do you write something really great for posting 100 times? That unfortunately I do not know but I suppose whatever I’ve written will do. On a different note; my old blog has reached 1226 page views and this blog has reached 1531 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there that are still keeping up to date with both blogs.

Methinks yesterday I smiled loads mainly because I was with my handsome sexy fiance Mike and he always makes me smile and laugh when we are out, that’s why he is a saint and I love him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much although today it feels as though that smile is hiding away somewhere within this woman with some many dreams and hopes but that’s all a different story for another time. On another note; my old blog has reached 1221 page views and this blog has reached 1510 page views (methinks there has been traffic flow on both my blogs).

I’m tempted to write a very long note/random thought for no particular reason but I don’t want to bore you nice people so instead I’m going to ruffly put here the events of tomorrow. Hopefully the sun won’t be that strong because I will worry, met Mike in the high street (Kirkcaldy that is) and then send the rest of the day just being with him, probably a lot of smiling, laughing, etc, etc. On a side note; I will apologize for the shortness of this post.

As you can guess from the title of this post I have still heard nothing either from the agents or the NHS because I realised that Tuesday was a week since my interview although they did say that they would let me know if I hadn’t been successful before the two week were up although I’m not holding my breath however I am still going to keep my fingers crossed for some good news although will that good news come to those who wait? Lets hope so. On a different note; my old blog has reached 1201 page views (methinks there has been some traffic flow) and this blog has reached 1462 page views.

Alas, as the title of this post suggests there has been no emails or any further contact from any of the agents that have still to get back to me which is still rather worrying although I’m trying my hardest to look on the positive side of this whole journey which some days is much easier said than done. On a side note; thankfully a lot of my audience members are returning to my old blog and this blog has gained new audience members from Serbia so a big welcome to you nice people there. On another note; my old blog has reached 1196  page views (methinks there has been some increase in traffic) and this blog has reached 1439 page views.

“As I smiled through my worry it only made my head turn towards chaos and havoc but I kept smiling mainly because I knew that I was safe within the arms of the man I love so dearly, the worry went away and yet somewhere it held onto me with iron hooks for hands, yet despite the worry our day was filled with so much happiness and love that there can be no other words to describe it” ~ random thought.

Once again my random though seems to pretty much sum up what is going through my head (which is quite a lot some of the time) but that’s a different story, however yesterday with Mike was really really really really awesome. On a side note; my old blog has regained it’s audience members from the Philippines so big welcome to you nice people there and this blog has as also gained new audience members from Turkey so a big welcome to you nice people as well. On another note; I have just realised that even though on my profile I say I draw I have shown you very little of it although I might fix that either tomorrow or some other day. On a different note; my old blog has reached 1189 page views and this blog has reached 1374 page views. Once again a big thank you to all you nice people out there that are sharing/spreading the word about my blogs.

“I can already hear you whisper my name beyond the those gates, I can already feel your tender embrace which always warm and welcoming, I can already taste those soft sweet kisses that you lay upon thine lips and even my head, another day I wait to be with you my one true love, another dawn will break till I will be within your arms again, another night watching the stars pass over me as I think of you, it is not long now my love, my dear sweet prince, till we can enjoy our day together forever in the happiness of love” ~ random thought.

I think that random thought pretty much sum’s up my day tomorrow with Mike but in the meantime I hope you all enjoy your weekend while I enjoy my day with my handsome sexy fiance.

You know I’ve had a thought (here we go again) instead of trying to work out a sub title for the double posts, why don’t I make them into volumes for example: Double Post V1, V2, etc, etc? Any thoughts or suggestions are more than welcome. On a side note; I honestly can’t wait to see my handsome sexy fiance Mike on Saturday (more on that in the second post), methinks this week as been a bit bumpy. On a different note; my old blog has reached 1180 page views and this blog has reached 1359 page views (methinks there has been another traffic flow).

It seems as though I back to the silence from the agents and I also realised last night that only 5 have still to get back to me, which is either very worrying or there is some light at the end of this tunnel, however I will admit that most of my hopes are pinned on one agent who works with an author I know although I don’t think I can actually explain why but never mind. On a side note; my old blog has gained a new audience member from Ukraine so a big welcome to you nice people there. On another note; my old blog has reached  1172 page views and this blog has reached 1352 page views. Once again a very big thank you to all you nice people out there that are keeping up with these posts.